Cerene's World: August 2009

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

For Jenny, Yean and Zoe

This post is specially for you 3 de.

The mystery guy that you all curious about!!

Friday, August 21, 2009

20/8

Queensbay: with Bee and bf, yean and me.

21/8

Gurney: with wilson, eric, michelle and jenny.

watch movie-Up.

Both post will update after I get all the photos. *maybe after trial only update~

**Less online from now on. Don't miss me guys~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Finally

Thnks to all my friends who supporting me all the time.

The problem is settle down and I'm just fine.

*muackz...hugz...

**I wanna hang out lar~

Jenny, beach~~

Marathon day

The first Marathon that I'd entered in my secondary school's life!

Many funny things happened when the competition is going on.

Got a aunty is frying nangka and Yean ask the aunty: "Aunty I want~~"

A lots of people fall down when running.

Me and Yean's pattern: laugh out loudly when got people fall down.

Of course we know it's bad enough.

After that still got study. Damn bored with that.

I'm tired enough due to last night i slept on 2am I think.

Had a talk with Michelle. She's so shock with that.

Anyway, my mom is the most sad person~

Afterwards Bee ask me go home with her.

So? we skipped school!!!!!!!!!! * shhhh

Me and Yean follow Bee went out from school.

Then we rush to her bf's car asap.

It's a bit guilty for us that skip school for our first time!

And it was extremely excited! Hope Monday we won't be call on to the stage~ XD

**Bee want take me go watch the cartoon, Up.

Can't wait to see it~

**gastric is killing me now, but I"m not hungry at all and I don't know why. The whole day I didn't eat anything but I'm not hungry.

p/s: I know many of my friends are care bout me and I always pretend to be a happy and tough person. Maybe I should find a person that love and care me more than I love him? I'm tired and exhausted. I should stop all this.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Tried My Best

I tried my best to help you.

I tried to share your problems and pressure, but you think that I'm giving you useless idea.

I stand by your side and I think before. Maybe you are having pressure but you didn't share with me but you just adding more pressure to yourself.

I know future is important for you and me and we should fight for a bright future.

Everyone faced our problem but why they can settle but we can't?

Should we discuss this problem face to face?

I understand maybe temporary break up is best for you but should we empty our mind and discuss this question again?

Love is sharing, supporting, sacrificing and sometime we just should let go for our love ones.

Please just let me share your problem and find the best way for us.

I really can't accept your idea and it was the hardest way for me and for you since we still love each other.

If you say you are not loving me anymore I can accept and I'll wish you.

But not this way!

After you see this post please reply me asap. If you really don't meant to think twice then I'm totally disapointed with you.

But if you really don't border it, I'll just let go because I LOVE YOU

Please

I just want to settle down everything.

Although I'd given you 2 choice, you still can't give me a exactly answer.

Just give me a perfect answer for you and me.

Your idea is not good at all.

Please just discuss with me and don't simply make decision yourself.

It's not fair for me and it's a selfish decision!

I don't like you just get off the question and just like nothing happen before.

haiz

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Selfish!

You don't forget what decision that you had made.

I tried to make it back to its own way

but u deny..

u chose us to be friends

And you don't meant to discuss wisely.

Its selfish and cruel to me.

What can I say is...

I HATE YOU

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Settle??

Is everything settle?

Today Zoe want to come my house after school. Manazai the van cabut jor. =.=

I faster ask my mum call my dad come to school fetch me.

dad reply: I'm not in BM now, 5++ only can fetch.

*I was like oh my god! This time I can die d.

What can I do is called him fetch me.

Is kinda hard to face him after things had happen.

I just kept quite and didn't talk at all.

*I sat behind while Zoe sit infront.

Ya I know I'm coward and not enough brave.

After reach home Zoe get in my house, me and him had a talk in the car.

And the result is, everything just be the same but the name?

Not gf but everything will just be the same.

*any different meh? I don't think so.

*It's still the same. I won't always go out with you like before, it's more hurt if you always go out with a person that you still love but you know that you two are not together. It's better if between us still have distance.

Lastly this song is for all of my friends that cares me a lot in this 2 days.

Hearts you all~~